look out the window again, that same old window, and really notice something this time
Amen
By Stuart Kestenbaum
It’s easy to ignore the moment we dwell in
the time when we should be our own choir
shouting “amen” to every second that’s given us
but we forget and think only of the machinery
that’s driving our lives, the idling
engines of our day-to-day-to-day, the endless
tapping on the keyboards. Or else we’re waiting
for something better to come along, some
out-of-town engagement better than where we
are now. Life isn’t some film we can review again,
it’s live theater, and even if we could go back
what’s the point? Sitting in the darkened room
with the film ticking along and we reverse
the projector and see ourselves
returning in the car before we’ve ever left
walking backwards to our house
or leaping out of the water
we thought we were swimming in.